* Tuesday, August 09, 2005
hmm sec 4 farewell is really so fun!!! i must really thank the gz peeps for all ur hardwork... was truthfully touched.... and thanx for the pple who remembered me... thanx for all ur small lil gifts.......i seriously wanted to cry....will really miss gz tuan and my dearest juniors.....we were all given some names ......... i think it was really creative of them... i was given the name... ms feminist... guess its not really suitable for me......heeess...oh...those adverts were so cute... i really enjoyed everything....a wonderful event indeed.hope i will never be forgotten..... ciaos my fellow gz mates!
mOm0 at 2:11 AM
hmm sec 4 farewell is really so fun!!! i must really thank the gz peeps for all ur hardwork... was truthfully touched.... and thanx for the pple who remembered me... thanx for all ur small lil gifts.......i seriously wanted to cry....will really miss gz tuan and my dearest juniors.....
we were all given some names ......... i think it was really creative of them... i was given the name... ms feminist... guess its not really suitable for me......heeess...
oh...those adverts were so cute... i really enjoyed everything....a wonderful event indeed.
hope i will never be forgotten..... ciaos my fellow gz mates!
mOm0 at 2:11 AM
* Friday, August 05, 2005
i dont know what or how i should feel. you said that im 100% in the wrong. n you are 100% right. have you even considered my feelings? to think i treat you as one good friend, talk to you when you are unhappy, sacrificing time to listen to your woes. And now? you did something which had hurt me, you make me think that you had never understood me. You said that im afraid that my r/s with Z will be strained, and so will affect my degree of "famousity" in school. Frankly, i had never thought that this will tarnish my reputation or whatever.im just unpleased when u said that u confided in P because you think that she was impartial, and you had never thought of me. What am I? Something you can discard when you dont need me? Are you saying i am biased and had never been partial? I don't blame you for liking P more, but can you at least care about my feelings? To think i spent time with you when u had some family problems. Was P even there for u, beside u? I didnt really care when my mom nagged at me because i thought it was right of me to be by your side. And now, you think that whatever i did was for the sake of myself? IN the first place, is it possible for me to reject Z? Its beyond my control. Moreover, u always think that im mark-conscious, u think im ultra kiasu. Please think in my shoes. I just want to do my best for whatever that is within my control , is it wrong to think this way? Im not smart, so i have to start earlier than the others? is it worng for me to do so?Please think of others' feelings when u initiate any thing like such.
mOm0 at 6:15 AM
i dont know what or how to feel. you said that im 100% in the wrong. n you are 100% right. have you even considered my feelings? to think i treat you as one good friend, talk to you when you are unhappy, sacrificing time to listen to your woes. And now? you did something which had hurt me, you make me think that you had never understood me. You said that im afraid that my r/s with Z will be strained, and so will affect my degree of "famousity" in school. Frankly, i had never thought that this will tarnish my reputation or whatever.
im just unpleased when u said that u confided in P because you think that she was impartial, and you had never thought of me. What am I? Something you can discard when you dont need me? Are you saying i am biased and had never been partial? I don't blame you for liking P more, but can you at least care about my feelings? To think i spent time with you when u had some family problems. Was P even there for u, beside u? I didnt really care when my mom nagged at me because i thought it was right of me to be by your side.
And now, you think that whatever i did was for the sake of myself? IN the first place, is it possible for me to reject Z? Its beyond my control. Moreover, u always think that im mark-conscious, u think im ultra kiasu. Please think in my shoes. I just want to do my best for whatever that is within my control , is it wrong to think this way? Im not smart, so i have to start earlier than the others? is it worng for me to do so?
Please think of others' feelings when u initiate any thing like such.
mOm0 at 6:15 AM
