yout (c) essy 12 november 2004-->
* Saturday, July 23, 2005

what do u see in her? i really hate myself for being so timid. always afraid to express my feelings.


mOm0 at 8:44 AM * Friday, July 15, 2005

Suteki da ne( final fantasy)
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風が 寄せた 言葉に
泳いだ 心
雲が 運ぶ 明日に
弾んだ 声
月が 揺れる 鏡に
震えた 心
星が 流れ こぼれた
柔らかい 涙
素敵だね
二人手をとり 歩けたなら
行きたいよ
キミの街 家 腕の中
その胸
からだあずけ
宵にまぎれ
夢見る
風は 止ま閨@言葉は
優しい 幻
雲は 破れ 明日は
遠くの 声
月が にじむ 鏡を
流れた 心
星が 揺れて こぼれた
隠せない 涙
素敵だね
二人手をとり 歩けたなら
行きたいよ
キミの街 家 腕の中
その顔
そった触れて
朝に溶ける
夢見る


The wind, like a heart that swamin the accumulated wordsThe clouds, a voice that was shotinto the holding future
The moon, a shaking heartin an unsteady mirrorThe stars, gentle tearsin an overflowing stream
Isn't it beautiful,to walk together in each others handsI do so want to go,To your city, your house, into your arms.
That heart,held within your bodyIn those confusing nightsI dream
The wind, its halting wordsare a gentle illusionThe clouds, the broken futurelike a distant voice
The moon, a heart flowingin the clouded mirrorThe stars, broken and swaying,like tears unable to be hidden.
Isn't it beautiful,to walk together in each others handsI do so want to go,To your city, your house, into your arms
That face,A soft touch,Dissolving into morning,I dream.


mOm0 at 5:45 AM * Saturday, July 09, 2005

here i am shedding tears for my misfortune. n here i am receiving the joy of my good friends? how do i console myself? hypocrite. im a hypocrite. i would really be a hypocrite if i tell u im not at all jealous. happy or sad? how should i feel? everytime i see you, i feel the pain. i feel im hopeless. everybody is on top of me. pain. its really painful.
let me cry.


mOm0 at 5:31 AM

hmm....just another disappointment......there goes my only hope....

jealousy rakes in me again.....but nvm....i will try to control.......try.

congrats to those who got in that dsa! especially my dear friends!


mOm0 at 2:56 AM * Saturday, July 02, 2005

many surprises this week.....
didnt expect to win the title and to receive that call....life is really very fun this way i guess...hahax.
i was like talking rubbish on stage. n i dunno how to walk properly with that ever big n bulky pck boots. posing was a big problem too.....nv had the chance to pose this way or rather, i wasnt posing. i was like...smiling n luffing at the same time.

den next was that call....i noe i didnt do well., i was even more nervous than when im on stage with that scrapy costume.. And im feeling so sad. thats my dream. i want to make it there. really.....fulfil my dream pls....


mOm0 at 6:09 AM







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