* Sunday, August 29, 2004

hMmX.... wEnT oUt todae.... sianx... dUn fEeL lIkE dOiNg hW,,, hmm... still thinking whether should i believe uh erm..... im quite like disappointed wif uh erm...i tot uh erm is "truthful" towards me..(truthful as in would not lie to me.. not wat u r thinking...) din noe she will like bluff me... maybe she does not noe im referring to her... but yes i am... she seemed to be faking her way out... please.... stop faking.. i hate to see u lidat... just be urself....if u continue to fake.. u will lose all ur frenx... realli... haix...

mOm0 at 3:52 AM * Saturday, August 28, 2004

hmm... frenx frenx frenx... wat r frenx? r dey supposed to be the ones dat goes thru thick n thin wif u? or r dey the ones who keeps evrything to demselves and keep u in the dark for almost evrything?
im puzzled... veh puzzled today....i dunno who to trust... the person i used to trust seemed to be not trustworthy anymore... i dunno if she has bluffed, tricked me or are the rumours abt her fake.. i dunno.. realli dunno... sumtimes i think she is realli veh "real" and can be trusted.. but sumtimes i feel dat i dunno her at all... altho shes not from my class, i tot i understood her, liked her. but now i dunno to trust her or not...
sumtimes.. i realli dunno wat r good frenx... i tot dey are supposed to be the ones dat I can share secrets wif and i realli hope dat dey will share their secrets n burden wif me too....

mOm0 at 6:58 AM * Friday, August 27, 2004

hmm today i feel rather down... dunno becos of wat... maybe becos too many things happened... maybe becos i too kpo... maybe becos i cared too much....maybe becos ... haix.. i dunno wat realli happened.. but i find myself giving the 不爽 look to others... i just dun feel good... hmm..
todae i spoke to cho yee regarding some project stuff...den ix like i feel i so kpo... i dunno.. but i was just trying to help... but i felt like a kpo after dat... *shrugs*....i find myself rather unusual at times... sumtimes i feel dat im trying to change.. (of course to the beta lah )
sumtimes i feel dat im so lonely.. sumtimes i feel dat im so stressed.. i dun wanna show it... but i truely carn stand it... i try to be happy, but seriuosly im not happy inside..... i guess that my heart is crying....n this is not the 1st time i guess... argh.... sumtimes i feel dat i really need sum1 to tok to... but who was dere for me????? :*(

mOm0 at 2:22 AM * Monday, August 23, 2004

haha i've scored 58.3%... hahax
You scored 58.3% Aphrodite
If you are ruled mostly by Aphrodite, your femininity and passionate spirit are the controlling forces in your life. You tend to be charismatic and self-assured, comfortable with your body and unrestrained sexually. Men are drawn to you like bees to flowers, which satisfies your erotic nature. However, you tend not to form permanent attachments with lovers because you value your sexual freedom, which may leave you feeling lonely and even depleted once a relationship ends. To find and form a more lasting relationship, you need to add more of the goddess Hera to your life. Check out our Become a Love Goddess in 30 Days workshop to find out how.

You scored 16.7% Artemis
If you are ruled by Artemis, your independent spirit belongs to no one but yourself. Your body is vibrant, your attitude robust and your manner vigorous and alive. You are driven by physical rather than mental energy. You feel complete without a man in your life and would never compromise your essential nature for a romantic partner. You are skilled at establishing personal boundaries and enter into relationships on your own terms -- in short, you can take care of yourself. This attitude may at times put men off. But if what you're looking for is an equal, loving relationship, take some tips from Hera in our Become a Love Goddess in 30 Days workshop.

You scored 16.7% Persephone
If you exemplify the qualities of Persephone, you have most likely experienced great loss in your life -- the loss of your health or your emotional or physical security, the betrayal of a friend or lover, the loss of a child, your own divorce or that of your parents. This experience has forced you to face the dark, unenlightened side of yourself (the side that blames other people or circumstances for your own suffering) and transform yourself into a stronger, more independent, more accepting and more loving person. It may have also led you down a spiritual path, and moved you to place great emphasis on inner calm and on close connections with friends. You are capable of embracing, integrating and accepting difficult experiences. Because of that skill, you offer others the gift of empathy -- you know where people are or have been.

You scored 8.3% Demeter
If you fit the Demeter archetype, you are a nurturer and caretaker. You have a generous heart and enjoy extending your love to others. You are motivated by the most powerful of instincts -- to give life -- and selflessly devote yourself to the life you create. You feel compelled to care for all those around you, even if they are not your own children. In short, you feel the need to be all things to all people, and therefore, your own needs sometimes go unmet. You must learn to say no, and apply Artemis's sense of boundaries and Aphrodite's ability to put herself first. That way, you can give to others from an overflowing rather than a half-full cup. To learn how to incorporate the qualities of these goddesses into your life, follow our Become a Love Goddess in 30 Days workshop.

mOm0 at 5:02 AM

hmm.. was bored... so done a quiz... yup... feel rather sad... -cried-
What Is Your Friendship Style?
Friendships are, of course, hard to cast into 'types,' and most likely you've scored various percentages of the kinds of friends detailed below. Understanding what personal strengths you bring to your friendships is an important part of building lasting, strong bonds with your buddies -- whatever your friendship style.
Note: Scores are rounded to one decimal place and therefore may not total 100%

You scored 30% Loving Sister You're an affectionate, sensitive, intuitive sweetie who takes her friendships very seriously -- people love being friends with you because they know you understand them. You nurture your friends, which is a constantly-renewing gift: you're the first one to step forward with chicken soup if they're sick, tissue if they're crying, and a phone call if they're lonely. You love being cared for yourself, too -- not that you'd ever admit it. It's not surprising that you build such strong bonds with your friends, loyal and steadfast as you are. Be careful not to pamper your buddies too much, though, since it can drain you of much-needed energy and encourage otherwise good friends to take your big-hearted nature for granted. You might incorporate some Lone Wolf traits into unbalanced relationships that take more than they give.

You scored 30% Bright SparkYou're a kick in the pants, an inspirer, an activator -- people love being friends with you because you're full of energy and fun ideas. You aim to make the people around you feel happy and comfortable, and you nearly always succeed. You have a wide circle of devoted buddies and admirers, and you take vicarious pleasure in their successes and accomplishments while inspiring your friends with your own passion for life. Although you may sometimes resent the pressure of being everybody's muse or ray of sunshine, you try not to let it show -- but do listen to those voices in your head that urge you to slow down and savor your friendships more fully. Consider deepening your friendships with a dose of the nurturing that your Loving Sister friends bring to their relationships.

You scored 20% Lone Wolf You're an independent, intelligent free thinker who cherishes her individuality as well as her friendships -- people love being friends with you because you inspire them to self-reflection and self-improvement. Your friends may not see you every day, but they know you support them and care about them, and you share your knowledge and your gifts freely when asked. People look up to you because you understand yourself well, and you understand your own needs for stimulation and personal growth. As independent and forceful as you are, though, you may sometimes leave a buddy out in the cold. If you're worried your friends may find you aloof, improve your dependability with some Reliable Advisor qualities.
You scored 20% Reliable AdvisorYou're accomplished, thoughtful, and generous, a font of wisdom and constructive criticism -- people love being friends with you because they know you've got their back. Your trustworthy nature and balanced, fair judgment make you a superb confidante and mediator, and while you may sometimes feel that your friends turn to you for advice about everything, you'd never let down anyone you cared about. Besides, your friends know your opinions are too valuable to do without! Your insight and loyalty are in high demand, but be sure to make friends aware that you're not just Old Faithful. You're the leading actress in your own life -- if some relationships make you feel more like the trusty sidekick, put a new face on your friendship by adopting the some of the attitude of your Bright Spark buddies.

mOm0 at 4:52 AM * Friday, August 13, 2004

aRgH.... nExT wEeK gOt 6 tEsTs... jIu mInG !!!! suffocating le.... life is alwaes lidat... altho i feel dat all dese tests help me pass my time, but i find dem a lil irritating...hahax.. crap lah...sumtime i feel dat life must be a lil boring wifout all dese tests... (pple must be saying i siao... heh) argh....

sumtimes i find dat im loneli n depressed fer no obvious reason... sumtimes i find dat life is realli dat boring dat i detest living on...sumtimes i feel so stressed abt work dat i feel like shouting out loud like a mad woman... argh...

i feel rather depressed as life is just unfair n unsatisfying....:*(

hmm... dis week we got many many test papers... i find dat i did not do veh well... rather disappointed.... but still, i'll work hard... to score well in Os so dat i can go to my dream skool........ hahax... me feel qing piao piao de....

mOm0 at 7:48 AM * Sunday, August 08, 2004

hmm... so tired can afta the sec 4 farewell...??!! slept fer 4 straight hours afta i came baq... cos i din realli sleep in the hall... was toking to grace practicalli the whole nite... other den dat serene we all toked abt some ghost stories... i was like quite scared... n so scared dat i feel so urgent... had to hold serene's hand to get to the toilet... n dat wenying so wat lor..try to scare me by saying she heard "pple" luffing...n ix like 2 plus a.m. den lor... hmph.. actualli dere was like nothing lor... so notty lor she... hahax...

hmm... heard abt the com le.. seying is now the president... i hope evrybody will gif her their full support no matter they like her or not... cos i tink ix not easy being the president.... so seying.. jia you hor.... oso i hope evrybody will gif their full support to the com members... yah....

still feel a lil tired leh... hmph.. still got much hw haven complete... arghh....

mOm0 at 3:22 AM * Thursday, August 05, 2004

ooi..... the blogger got prob... deleted my long entry.. now i haf to blog again... i was saying dat tmr is sec 4 farewell le... quite excited cos we r staying overnite... hope it will be veh fundis week quite sian leh... evrydae 6+ go home... plus lesson sort of veh lifeless... luckily still got frenx to tok to me to make me baq to life... hahax...i find dat i realli like to speak... ix like my hobby... hahax... haix.. got a lot hw to do leh.. still got many projects.. n wat mummy brochure thing..... sianx.... dunno 'ryl will do or not... haix...sianx....
hmm din noe sOmE pPlE wIll visit my blog... hmm dun dare to blog much private things.. hahax

mOm0 at 6:34 AM

ooi..... the blogger got prob... deleted my long entry.. now i haf to blog again... i was saying dat tmr is sec 4 farewell le... quite excited cos we r staying overnite... hope it will be veh fun

dis week quite sian leh... evrydae 6+ go home... plus lesson sort of veh lifeless... luckily still got frenx to tok to me to make me baq to life... hahax...i find dat i realli like to speak... ix like my hobby... hahax... haix.. got many hw to do leh.. still got many projects.. n wat mummy brochure thing..... sianx.... dunno 'ryl will do or not... haix...sianx....

hmm din noe sOmE pPlE wIll visit my blog... hmm dun dare to blog much private things.. hahax

mOm0 at 6:27 AM

hmmx.. tmr is sec 4 farewell le... sort of looking 4ward... a lil excited..cos we will be staying overnite..... hope the games will be real fun....hmm.. got 4 daes of hols ... but got so much hw to complete.. realli hope to haf a great rest... n we got so many projects to do... argh.... got the mummies project... haix.... but ix like in pairs lah.... i dunno wat 'ryl will do.... haix... i scared lata i haf to do a lot of things... haix...hmm.. got baq bio test paper n tingxie... hahax... haix... dunno when we r gonna haf our chem prac make up... or shd i say she's not going to "make-up" fer us??? huh... i wanna do chem prac...

dis fill daes like quite sian...evrydae 6+ go home.. so tired can? n skool was ok lah...

din noe dat fanny n dat person (*heh) will visit my blog... so now dun dare to blog much abt private things....hahax....

mOm0 at 6:15 AM * Monday, August 02, 2004

hmm.. so sian dis fill daes... arghh... homework afta homework... so sianx.... hmm.. lessons not veh fun either... but was rather glad to find out dat next tue is a holiday... finalli a dae to relax.... missing the musical... hahax... i just found out dat i like the me to you bear quite a lot.. dunno y oso.. maybe ix too cute... hahx... gotta go finish hw le... haix...

mOm0 at 3:42 AM